I am so having a day today. Have you ever had one of those days? You know what I am talking about. Those days that seem to go on forever and all you do is run like a chicken with your head chopped off. For the last two days I been having that kind of day.
I have done a total of 10 loads of laundry washed , dried and folded. I swept the bathrooms and kitchen. I mopped them too. I scrubbed the kitchen counters and table. I did dishes. I vaccumed the living rooms and bedrooms. I took out garbage. I even got some grocery shopping done. Yesterday I got 2 reviews done. Today I went to my post op appointment. I got the kids to clean their rooms, ya that was fun! Now I turn around and look and it feels like I havent got anything done! What the heck have I been doing for the last 2 days??
Maybe its the weather or that time of month but I am moody, frustrated, cranky, and extremely tired. Plus add in my 2 year old does NOT sleep through the night still and she woke up 4 times last night. I feel like my house is gross and unorganized. The kids keep making it messy again and my hubby called me OCD yesterday which kind of hurt my feelings but I guess it was cause I was cleaning up after him as he was making a mess which he does often and doesnt put things back but he says I didnt give him a chance too well what about the last 100 times?????
I guess I am in one of those funks. I dont like the way I look. I want to lose at least 10 pounds. I want my house organized and neat but I want to move. I want money to pay over due bills. I want a lawyer that dont cost 4000 dollars to help with my oldest twos custody case. I am sick of everytime I turn around something happens. Maybe I am just trying too hard or just setting my goals too high. I dont know but somethings got to give really. At least bring on 70 and 80 degree weather and green grass and flowers. Its cold outside and windy.